My Mind

So much runnin new paths in my mind its hard to find a sanity
Try to stop movin but only to still see no clarity
And now in my pause I have to catch up witth the world
Being slapped with womanhood but still longing to be a girl
My gameplan was blown out the door two many sunrises ago
Still lookin at snapshots from the past cause I cant let go
My life has been twisted and if there was a exit I missed it
The ending of this path has been erased for me now
And every easy path has been unwillingly passedby
A storm took all my dreaming days and placed a reality that I swallowed whole
A price was payed for a endless goal
So I cant make the mistakes of those before me
But preventing such is harder then I thought it would be
Mistakes were made for reasons that I can now see

And this dude Has lost his mind as if mine is not full enough
He calls trying to make it rough
Add a thorn to the crown in my life
A chip i cant brush off
Only time will tell when this play will end
So then I can walk off
The stage I set and till this day lie to say I do not regret
But one day he will be a memory for meFor some reason now he cant be?

You gave me the life He gave you
So Im gonna worry too
When I cant press the pause button it hurts to watch your movie
With so many missing scenes I only know what you show me
I dont know why its gotta be so hard for you
Is it right for me to say its hard for me too
When what you go through is what I cant relate to
Even though Im your child my years arent as painted
So all I can do is give embraces and keep my actions from being tainted
I mean there's nuthing I could say So I'll just pray

So much runnin new paths in my mind its hard to find a sanity
Try to stop movin but only to still see no clarity
So i just walk cause theres no use trying to catch up with the world
Or my mind